Saturday, November 1, 2008

I've lost someone that is ONCE so precious to me. ):

I've lost you.
Someone that is once so dear and precious to me. );
You have made your stand. And i know what i should do already.
Or rather what i am left to do.
I'm letting you go...
It's hard to fight the tears though i thought it was easy.
That much that i'll cry , so badly...
The distance in between us made me feel so down.
I've never felt this way. And i never thought i will ever felt like this because of you.
We are so near yet so far. ):
I'm holding on to nothing. 6 yrs of sistarship, ended like this. Forever Sistar?
Nothing is forever. All are lies.
This time round its even worse than losing my boyfriend.
There's knife stabbing my heart. You really tear my heart apart.
If some words are better left unsaid, i will keep quiet....
What's meant to be will always find a way. Let fate decide for us.
Do you ever remember when i was by your side??
In the past, you've cried with me.
Now, i will cry alone.
People changes, thing changes.
I'm a easy person. What i need is the thought.
But you already dont seem to know.
Even now, when i am blogging, tears just roll down. Non-stopping.
Whenever i thought of you. My eyes filled with tears.

When there's a crack, there is.
Time can never mend.
But, i'm still thankful to god that, you are once so precious and important to me.
You bring me laughter & memories that i will never forget.
Sorry girl, i've really tried my best.
Carry on with your life happily, you & him.
Dont let this choice of yours become a mistake.

I want to specially thanks these few ppl that cheers me up. (:
Geokgeok - Purposely come to find me after her work when she knew i am super sad. Even though she is tired after her work. She bought food for me to eat, her treat. [: She bought the 2 box HSM cookies for me and i got the couple magnet already. Thanks girl. Maybe a few sistars lyk you is enough. [:
Cat - Accompany me the whole day. Tried to help me solve the conflicts between me & her. Helped me buy 1 box of cookies just to cheer me up. [: And she also treat some of the food. Lols. Thanks alot, sistar. [:
Cindy - She bought 1 box of cookies also. (: Thanks sweetie.

Meimei, Wens baobei, Minyee laopo, Kanghao, Jingyi & Ang eh. Thanks for the concern. i will feel better soon. Dont worry. (:

I will always remember this day; 31.10.08. The day when i lost Ruyi, my precious Nuer.



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