Sunday, December 28, 2008

The past.

Alot of thoughts flashed through my mind.
Bad thoughts.
Going to a New Year already.
Many things have happen this year.
Bad things.
I shed many tears this year.
More than one litre of tears.

Sometimes, i just cant stop myself from crying over her.
Not because i wanted attentions.
But, it really hurts.
I still cant stop tinking;
is she happy now?
is she leading a good life?
is she crying?
is she glad that we leave her alone?

Sometimes, i cant stop myself from hating her.
I hate her for being so cruel.
I hate her for being so stupid.
I hate her for changing.
I hate her boyfriend.
I hate what she say.
I hate her hurting me.
I hate her for making me cry.
I hate her for being so heartless.
I hate her for leaving us.

我走以后
你现在的生活
会不会也偶尔想起我
那所谓的
以后还是朋友如何去做

你曾经说我走以后
希望还有联络
能够聆听彼此的苦乐
说实在的
我们已回不去从前了

你怎么会狠心离开我
这一切到底为什么
分不清一切都是谁的错
付出换来这种结果
你怎么会狠心伤害我
可怜我爱你那么多
失去了快乐幻灭了承诺
我将守七姐妹的日子一个人过

Lols. Yea, i noe i'm stupid.
Still tinking abt tat someone that had already long forgotten us.
I cried again.
Not because of acting emo again.
But because of losing her.
You are the one at loss.
The 7 of us lost ONE YOU; but YOU lost SEVEN OF US.
Lead a good life. U are so amazing.
3 more days. and 2 mths had past.
Congrats, u are living well without us.
I'm amazed. Real amazed.
Girl, so u can do it long ago.
Dont regret, cause you've been doing well.

I learnt my lesson.
I learnt not to treat ppl so well, because i will only end up hurting myself.
I learnt to love myself more.
I learnt to be strong.
I learnt to be independent.
I learnt to smile even though i cry deep down.
I had grown up.

我们隔着一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸太不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经给我多重要的鼓励
给那个以前的你
说一声谢谢你．

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